There is nothing on this planet that we need to be doing, only the things that we want to do. I like to say that we need to be doing 4 things: eat, drink, poop, and eventually die, anything in between are our choices what we want to do, think it’s the right thing to do.
So you don’t need to stay as a florist if you don’t want to anymore. You choose struggle and misery, not the other way around. You choose to stay in destructive relationship, it was your choice to stay. Does it have to stay forever like that? Of course, not. You can choose make changes, forever and always.
Remember that there are no such things as you must do them, only your choice to do them.